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So the other day Hana broke up with me, for many reasons. The issue was, she put no effort to repair our relationship. Today I found out she's back with her ex, so basically... I was rebound.     I have been SO torn, over and over before, but it's worse right now than ever before. I try to show that I'm doing fine to my friends and family, mostly because I don't want them to worry, but I believe the insanity that plagues my brain is quite evident. I'm constantly posting shit on my Facebook because I have nothing better to do, I'm literally going insane at my house alone. I'm fighting the urge to hurt myself again. As she left me, I told her

Hey everyone.     It's been a while since I've written a serious journal entry, and I finally have the mindset to do so.     I have had a lot of stuff go on in my life recently... more than I've ever had before. If any of you know my crazy life adventures, you'd know that I have been having a crazy ride these past few years. I've had no place to call home, and no friends who actually lived nearby. My life was--in a word--depressing.     My life has been very hectic recently, but has nonetheless been amazing. I've already mentioned the fact that I've met a girl, Hana, but I failed to properly express a few things.     I used to be a v

I just took my snake bites out for the second time. (I had them again a year ago, took them out before they healed) I will probably miss them again one of these days, but oh well. I don't need them to look good, right? RIGHT?!? *starts crying* Just kidding... but really, YAY I TOOK THEM OUT. I CAN EAT LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AGAIN! In case you're wondering, I took them out because I need to start getting serious about job hunting, it's too hard to conceal them all the time. Plus they were a pain in the ass due to my O.C.D. I feel good.